Now I'm not usual as always
My mind are full with choices
Making my high spirit disappearing
In the beginning my ambition was to become a doctor
But my parent wanted me to take religious studies
It's alright,I don't mind as long it brings goodness
However I thought twice
I love science, also religious studies
All in a sudden I was interested with history and Islamic history
I thought back
Isn't there a lot of people who pacifically study religious courses??
Isn't it already enough ?
Oh my GOD!Help me!
All I can do is give all my will to Allah.
Yet, without forgetting effort, doa and istikharah prayer,even if nothing shows
So I guess..this is meant by expressing ourselves in paper
When though it a commonly problem
I always try to become positive, so people around me wouldn't take the burden